Hello, yes I am still here.
A bit over whelmed by life at the moment but I am still here.
I have been trying to be optimistic and hopeful and in some instances I have succeeded.
There are times however when I do not seem to realize that I am supposed to be excited about an event and times when I am really just too exhausted to even care.
I believe that my cynicism has evolved not only from my fear of disappointment but also from mental, physical and emotional exhaustion and from the constant sense of feelling insufficient. I rarley feel as if I have done enough, as if I AM enough. It is tiring and I know it is my own doing.
And you know what they say, Knowing is half the battle!
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I thought just showing up was half the battle . . . so is knowing the other half, then? Or is showing up now a quarter of one half, with knowing the other quarter, leaving some other, mystical, wise thing for the other half?
This is all so complicated . . . good thing it's Friday. Have a great weekend, my sweet friend. And remember, breakfast is the most important meal of the day.
XO
You do so very much, all the time, at top speed. It's no wonder that you are exhausted mentally.
I hope you have a very good weekend.
hugs
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Oh Honey, life seems so overwhelming sometimes, doesn't it?
It is easy for us to feel insignifigant. But you know what? I have a suspicion that you are more than enough. You just have to be able to KNOW that. You have your hands full with a busy life, and just handling it everyday, is enough.
Keep your chin up. And remember to take some time to recharge YOUR batteries. A little time that is all about you might make you feel alot better and then be able to handle every thing else with a little less stress.
HUGS
You're a remarkable woman with remarkable daughters. How you leave so little time for yourself and stay sane amazes me. Have a wonderful weekend!
Hang in there and good things will happen!
Hopefully you've gotten some rest over the weekend. You are very significant! Where would your daughters be without you? Hugs!
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